2004-09-12 - 10:32 p.m.
I don't want to leave but it's time to go. I never thought that things would end the way they did, but my world still isn't the only one spinning. I want a different kind of love, what I was offered was not enough; I go in faith that there is stronger food in readiness. Matt told me I was going to be alright, I believe him.
We decided that God was going to help us make music still. His label decided to believe in him about the same time we started to believe. I won't let the enemy cause me to quite. I'm not big enough for all this, but I realized that there have been many conversations in Heaven about me. Have you considered my servant Michael?
Some people miss what you offer them and it is their loss. They will spit in your face and call it a compliment to your intelligence. I don't buy it, I want better. I'm a believer. God heals stuff all the time; sometimes things have to die to bear fruit. I can walk with God, He's wanted that anyway. Some golden bull wants my head offered on its hearth...NO!
Again and again, when the child must be weaned...
