2004-09-17 - 3:03 p.m.
I just got another paycheck today, it was a blessing to see how large it was. God is pulling me out. He got me out of holding on to things and then he has helped me to hold on to what goals I had that were going to last. I've been blind and foolish; I haven't even learned how to be the right kind of friend in some circumstances, but I've learned kindness and yesterday that a good thing is not always a good thing if it's at the wrong time.
I've been trying to be kind and supportive lately when I really shouldn't be anything. It's part of a learning process that I didn't really catch onto the last time I went through this. It's been hard, testing, and unkind, but it will be worth it someday when the mist rises and I can see what lays ahead.
rather than just the hair in my face...
