2004-09-29 - 11:54 p.m.
Jesus help me. I know I just want to be justified, I want to hear her say, "I was wrong." I'm sorry God, I don't think I'm healthy at all. I think I'm sick inside.
I really need help. Rescue me from this and turn my heart around. I'm so weak and foolish, only you know the right way to live. Please God, I surrender all I can, help me.
Your son
