2004-11-20 - 1:35 a.m.
Long day. Ofcourse, I've been thinking about eternity; last thirty-six hours have been outside my existence...I think I just walked along without ever knowing anything but how to walk. I have to wonder about character...but that something is different, I just know it. Better...I need to talk to Dean.
i haven't thanked God enough for everything. I say that cause I'm pretty grateful right now. The thought of Amanda defining our relationship to Ashley during a car ride home scared the hell out of me. It was hillarious to watch me think that over this afternoon. There was coffee though, Caleb and his news, and work; there's always plenty of that.
Watched Donnie Darko again. I think he really was a super hero. He had power over water, fire, and super strength; time control. Really it made me want two things: 1) become a Jedi. 2) make a selfless choice.
I'm outside myself tonight...feels like someone's missing.
