2005-02-25 - 1:27 a.m.
Real world. I am going to get my butt kicked tomorrow. What a good job though...
Have you ever heard someone think aloud and wish you could hold up the end they are wishing for? I've always wanted to show up at the doorstep with desires in hand; but that doesn't leave much of me to be seen...just what's in hand.
I thought I would get a pint after work; I decided that wasn't going to happen as much as I thought it would while I drove straight home. Yeah...home is where my church is, my friends, and yeah, even my family. Bolivar is my home and I love it. I will leave it someday and it will be so bittersweet. Told Dean I want to be sent from Alliance to the mission field; and life really can be that good. Yeah, I'll leave someday; I'll be gone for a long time.
--but I found a great home here. Sophisticated or not, I'd rather be where I don't have to wonder if I'll be loved. I am watching so many people grow up. Most of us never thought it was even possible that God would bless us as much as He has. We get dreams, visions, healing, love, touch, and reality all at once. I'm starting to think we've been built by God to have some of the biggest plates of blessing ever. I can abide that anyday.
Eleven...I want a number too.
