2005-03-06 - 1:14 a.m.
It sure wasn't easy... Frankly, I don't know why I ever parted with that beautiful box. Ironically, it was my favorite gift she gave; now it looks at her in the face. --but don't let it mock you; I have a picture you had drawn in forth grade... Isn't it strange how a picture of a little girl can draw me to my heart's knees?
My heart raced like John the Baptist in the womb because after I spoke with you. Prayed on the way home and explained to God that I liked the challenges, the humor, the honesty. I miss those things; I wish I had never given that gift back. I've so much to learn...
This world is so lo-fi; you've got to create the details sometimes. Ryan Adams haunts me. Who knows, maybe there is so much to learn that I just missed because I was stuck in a moment. I will never loose something truly important again; really...
To all else, I had a good day; won't you come too?
