2005-04-15 - 1:36 a.m.
Resolution made, I've made my choice. It is under the authority of Christ now...what if He says no?
Doesn't matter, it does, but I am resolved to obey it anyway. Doesn't mean I might not gnash teeth, but I done so much of that anyway.
--but I'm getting to see God at work. He's so incredulous at how simple it was to give in; God is working and he claims he will be in church Sunday. I'm sad to see this happen this way, but God's ways are not simple to understand, and many times it is God putting the enemy to shame.
I sang happy birthday tonight while at work. I had numerous thoughts; mostly about the fact that I have known truly wonderful people, and some of them... We'll see what dreams may come, until then, it's in the hand of the Lord.
I long with my whole heart to make certain day up to someone; it's long overdue.
