2005-05-15 - 2:28 p.m.
I'm not sure where it's comming from; I don't want to stir trouble, or cause doubt, I just have questions. Today there was testimony time at Church rather than a sermon. Eighty-five percent of those that shared were women and it bothered me a little. Even before all the testimonys were given, I was hoping to see more men share.
Evidence of the enemy attaching the head of families. It blesses women to see men stand up and speak about the Lord. I just fear about being judgemental; seeing more than there is to see. I don't want to put myself on a pedestal either; I really need to pray for perspective. I have issues with leadership that I am concerned about. Sigh... I am sure there's a plank in my eye right now, I just have concerns.
I'd like to complain less, and see God's hand working, not notice where it isn't. Even then, appearances can be very deceiving. Work tonight, we'll see how it goes. I'd like to get home a little early. Other than that, I'm tired and ready for rest. None yet though, it's isn't quite time.
'When you're drenched by April showers and you see the flowers; it must be May'
