2005-06-04 - 12:45 p.m.
It's about time for me to leave. Thom and I are going to talk about things in my past, maybe the present too. It's been a tough week waiting for this afternoon to come; it's been fourteen years in comming though.
So remember that hope is now, not presently (you see there is a difference), and there is nothing that God cannot be trusted with. I wonder what it'll be like inside my heart when I learn how trustworthy God is, I wonder the space left in my heart when I experience the acceptance of my Father. It's been a long time since our talk at the barn.
Don't be afraid of me, or wish it was different. Open your heart just a little when you can; I'm not who I was, but some things are even better than they were before.
