2005-08-23 - 12:30 a.m.
Sometimes you get a taste, you don't deserve it, you didn't think it was possible; it comes and encourages you to something greater. Is there anything impossible?
I don't really think there is. There is something to starting over, something in letting go and finding something new. There is a voice in my head; Dear God, make it clear...
Please, please, please, tell me the next step. I don't need the future, I just want to know the next step. -I spent a while with Dave tonight. We gave our concerns to the Lord. He prayed for me, standing beside me, asking the Lord to help us. Us; it isn't me anymore, it's us.
So it is. I ask for a little yeast to stir within; it'll work its way through and soon fill the whole. It only takes a little. Oh God, please bring the rain. I pray out of a painful wound, I pray out of conviction, I pray out of love. I am loved; and I am pressed for reasons that I should turn away. No, I love Jesus Christ. For the first time, I think I love my Savior.
This really is a shadowland. Dear Lord, you know my prayer.
