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2005-10-22 - a short distance
2005-08-24 - women
2005-08-23 - lonely heart's club
2005-08-09 - So, that's it?
2005-08-02 - reason # 7
2005-07-29 - this is the toughest of days to be alone...when you have good news and no one to share it with
2005-07-29 - Fall weather in summer
2005-07-24 - puff
2005-07-21 - Consideration
2005-07-13 - spain, bosnia, latvia, springfield; all foriegn countries to me...
2005-07-12 - Stone Wall Jackson
2005-07-10 - learn to pray
2005-07-09 - Earth and Hell
2005-07-07 - shadows and spirits
2005-07-05 - many many thoughts
2005-06-23 - le sigh
2005-06-04 - cryptoquip
2005-05-31 - Dear, dear you....
2005-05-27 - fourth grade
2005-05-17 - Both/And
2005-05-15 - Issues
2005-05-13 - Death and Dying
2005-05-12 - a list of things
2005-05-05 - the undiscovered country
2005-05-03 - Hard to get
2005-04-25 - No more
2005-04-24 - Crushed anything gives off more fragrance...
2005-04-23 - twenty three hours aren't enough
2005-04-16 - Drowning on a fool's errand
2005-04-15 - Nine days and counting
2005-04-14 - the winds move quietly tonight
2005-04-12 - long thoughts
2005-04-05 - Shane
2005-04-03 - the rest of the story
2005-03-08 - In print
2005-03-06 - Boxing in fall
2005-02-25 - plates of blessing
2005-02-23 - A letter
2005-02-19 - Worthy of recognition
2005-02-15 - married awareness day
2005-01-27 - reconcile the beast
2005-01-19 - this will change
2005-01-17 - Here's a lament that doesn't matter
2005-01-02 - you really will
2004-12-25 - Year end review
2004-12-24 - Oh, how much I cling to hope...oh, oh, oh.
2004-12-21 - The shape of calling home
2004-12-20 - A man in pants
2004-12-16 - prayer
2004-11-25 - Thanksgiving
2004-11-23 - cryptic enough?
2004-11-21 - So what do you not know?
2004-11-20 - Darko
2004-11-18 - Amanda rains
2004-10-01 - in the army now
2004-09-29 - Your son weeps
2004-09-23 - Millionare
2004-09-21 - Week end war
2004-09-20 - if you're listening
2004-09-19 - the entire time
2004-09-18 - Friendship
2004-09-17 - seeing beyond this
2004-09-17 - good new songs
2004-09-16 - refuge in the making
2004-09-15 - I've been waiting on my own too long
2004-09-14 - another check
2004-09-13 - bosanski dance
2004-09-12 - the struggle through the sifter
2004-09-11 - Talking about me get's old
2004-09-10 - Adrienne's song
2004-09-08 - imbedded & embedded
2004-09-08 - Debt reduction
2004-09-08 - merciful God
2004-09-07 - The grill
2004-09-05 - logic
2004-09-04 - ripples
2004-09-03 - Clifton's sweatpants
2004-09-02 - ME
2004-09-01 - Wait?
2004-08-30 - new song
2004-08-30 - We need a word
2004-08-29 - don't give up
2004-08-26 - longest wait thus far
2004-08-25 - Lovers Collide
2004-08-24 - More rain is comming
2004-08-21 - "Never give up"
2004-08-20 - Comfort
2004-08-19 - More rain in August, speaks of great coincidence.
2004-08-17 - Alice and graveyard
2004-08-16 - You didn't send her a package...someone else did...get over it.
2004-08-15 - In Theory
2004-08-14 - Rough nights
2004-08-14 - dulcinea
2004-08-14 - A mountain
2004-08-12 - Blah Thursday
2004-08-09 - Love is hard
2004-08-07 - Back to the drawing board
2004-08-06 - Help
2004-08-03 - Resurection of our dreams.
2004-08-01 - Before the Throne of God Above
2004-08-01 - the car is no more
2004-07-30 - Dialogue
2004-07-29 - Getting pumped up for manly war time...
2004-07-29 - Long Long Day, not another please
2004-07-29 - the river
2004-07-28 - Real Spirituality
2004-07-28 - Reason
2004-07-27 - I lost
2004-07-23 - old friends
2004-07-22 - Less to know, more to grow
2004-07-21 - Reality
2004-07-19 - New body
2004-07-15 - Scholarship
2004-07-13 - Catching up
2004-05-10 - Monday with michael
2004-04-24 - A love note
2004-04-23 - till tomorrow
2004-04-23 - Knowledge of God, part 1
2004-04-19 - The new album.
2004-04-14 - Family problems
2004-04-03 - Chicken Little
2004-04-02 - A kernal of wheat
2004-03-25 - Sin again
2004-03-24 - recharge
2004-03-16 - Father Abraham...
2004-03-08 - Knowledge
2004-02-18 - the butt entry
2004-02-05 - Winter
2004-02-04 - So it's been some time since...
2004-01-17 - Twenty-three years old
2004-01-08 - I should have taken more guitar lessons
1998-03-02 - We have gone furthur than we ever thought we would.
1998-02-27 - The Raven
1998-02-25 - Brief
1998-02-25 - the death entry
1998-02-24 - boob
1998-02-22 - perhaps so, perhaps not
2003-12-22 - Ocean view...
2003-12-12 - A suicide note...
1998-01-30 - I want some time alone
2003-12-05 - Lessons on Anger...
2003-12-03 - Who needs a doctor?
2003-11-26 - Turkey
2003-11-24 - House Watching
2003-11-19 - Fly fishing in college
2003-11-14 - A growing concern
2003-11-13 - November 13
1998-01-04 - Jesus, write me into your story
2003-11-07 - To Kansas
2003-11-06 - Lucky
2003-11-05 - Recycling
2003-11-05 - Willing to gain
2003-11-03 - Strides
2003-10-29 - Take note of your days
2003-10-21 - A death
2003-10-16 - I'm scared in this entry
2003-10-15 - Cool, fall night
2003-10-09 - Joey made an exit worthy of remembrance
2003-10-08 - the cycle of healing...I lash out!
2003-10-01 - Apathy
2003-09-25 - What matters?
2003-09-21 - the wreck that would have been cool
2003-09-21 - take up your mat and walk
2003-09-12 - For Johnny Cash
2003-09-11 - Nothing deep to say
2003-09-09 - the passionate understanding one
2003-09-07 - The Rescuer
2003-09-05 - grace caught me
2003-09-05 - another thought on being twenty-two
2003-09-04 - Autumn
2003-09-02 - Hem
2003-08-29 - The New Television at Matt's
2003-08-28 - Song writer
2003-08-25 - first day O school
2003-08-20 - Omega
2003-08-19 - If God will send his angels
2003-08-18 - This is going to be great
2003-08-16 - A rant inspired by...
2003-08-16 - Houston Trailblazers
2003-08-14 - Baseball
2003-08-13 - Local !$*
2003-08-08 - Blowing your best friend's guts out
2003-08-07 - Aunt Martha's
2003-08-05 - Part of me is elsewhere
2003-08-03 - a gracious moment
2003-07-31 - Independent
2003-07-30 - Spencer's salvation
2003-07-23 - Before a wedding feast.
2003-07-21 - For Joey and Nathan
2003-07-21 - A wedding trip
2003-07-20 - When is it alright to say...
2003-07-17 - Sulawasi thoughts
2003-07-15 - news is interesting these days
2003-07-15 - work work work
2003-07-14 - Seeing Micah and Aaron was good
2003-07-13 - Value
2003-07-12 - Spontaneous compliments are best served fresh
2003-07-11 - On being pushed around
2003-07-10 - The kids and the floors
2003-07-10 - Damien Rice
2003-07-08 - foreskin and a couple thousand years ago
2003-07-07 - A metaphor for the day
2003-07-07 - I will not be changed?
2003-07-06 - 11
2003-07-03 - Another run at it
2003-07-02 - For the discouraged
2003-06-30 - bright eyes
2003-06-27 - another song in the blah blah blah
2003-06-26 - Banja Luka: Bathroom
2003-06-25 - it's raining today
2003-06-24 - a journey
2003-06-24 - the mystery
2003-06-23 - bright and early...stupid class
2003-06-22 - Transfer of scribbles to papyrus
2003-06-21 - Talent shows are not...
2003-06-19 - before the drive before the show
2003-06-19 - I got me flowers
2003-06-18 - a desert video
2003-06-18 - an affirmation
2003-06-17 - Uncle Mike
2003-06-16 - Lilac wine from a wooden cup
2003-06-15 - She came to see me
2003-06-13 - who can fail?
2003-06-12 - partly overcast sky
2003-06-11 - Super Shorts
2003-06-10 - jello mold
2003-06-08 - My youth taught me this
2003-06-05 - Leaving class...
2003-06-05 - breakfast at six
2003-06-03 - Responsibility is useless
2003-06-03 - another night
2003-06-02 - Class this morning
2003-06-01 - Home somewhere
2003-05-31 - another metaphor
2003-05-31 - The Swarm
2003-05-28 - better things always ahead
2003-05-28 - Bike Wreck
2003-05-28 - death makes you think
2003-05-28 - After a talk with mom
2003-05-24 - Saturday blues--me without my monkey
2003-05-24 - another sigh to lift up
2003-05-23 - The Ancients made me do it
2003-05-23 - It's Friday morning-post tribulation
2003-05-21 - Post-finale
2003-05-18 - After Joe
2003-05-17 - I went to bed at 5:00 am
2003-05-15 - I feel genuine stuff...even in the Matrix
2003-05-15 - Post self-sabotage
2003-05-12 - ten hours
2003-05-12 - 100
2003-05-08 - a benchmark?
2003-05-07 - What I just saw
2003-05-07 - before the service
2003-05-05 - before I say something I shouldn't
2003-05-03 - lonesome
2003-05-03 - Nice Saturdays
2003-05-02 - To whom it may concern
2003-04-29 - it's too late to get high
2003-04-28 - a word
2003-04-27 - Andrea
2003-04-27 - SUnday after...
2003-04-25 - post-pedestrian?
2003-04-25 - blessed are the pure in heart
2003-04-23 - another wednesday
2003-04-21 - ah well...monday
2003-04-20 - Big Fight...St Louis Missouri
2003-04-18 - just a few things to say
2003-04-16 - screen saver
2003-04-15 - how about this...
2003-04-14 - this is what a long previous week gets you...
2003-04-13 - Friends come home from time to time
2003-04-12 - it's too soon to feel this way
2003-04-10 - A long time ago
2003-04-10 - MY reaction
2003-04-09 - This is who I am today
2003-04-06 - falling into soft...
2003-04-04 - Advice before I go
2003-04-03 - next time you fight
2003-04-02 - furthur than to faith
2003-04-01 - the tide wanes
2003-04-01 - Normal
2003-03-31 - A bus driver named mike
2003-03-30 - Tending the garden
2003-03-30 - Tonight's reaction
2003-03-24 - Help
2003-03-22 - For all of us
2003-03-21 - Mission Success
2003-03-17 - March 17, 2003
2003-03-16 - Penguins in July are not strange in the Arctic
2003-03-15 - The best friends
2003-03-15 - it's suppost to be better than this
2003-03-12 - heat
2003-03-05 - This is what a grey day will do...
2003-03-03 - gratitude
2003-02-27 - gee...did I say that?
2003-02-24 - about love
2003-02-21 - the thaw
2003-02-21 - the longing
2003-02-20 - The book also says
2003-02-20 - as real as I get
2003-02-19 - Better of the two
2003-02-19 - Day's end
2003-02-17 - Science vrs. Philosophy
2003-02-16 - Cool
2003-02-16 - For your imformation...
2003-02-15 - Sandwich man...
2003-02-14 - February 14th
2003-02-14 - New Zealand
2003-02-12 - It was a good day...
2003-02-11 - Do I have the Guts?
2003-02-10 - A man who knows how to loose
2003-02-07 - A short description of this day
2003-02-05 - Fire burns cause it is hot
2003-02-04 - Me?
2003-01-31 - Silver Sword
2003-01-29 - The Hard Way
2003-01-29 - Rememberence and the blah blah blah of life...
2003-01-27 - Miles Davis and the future tense...
2003-01-14 - awakening?
2003-01-11 - the coveralls
2003-01-08 - The missing love
2003-01-02 - poison and gold
2002-12-31 - four years
2002-12-30 - tonight's dinner
2002-12-29 - were we fit in
2002-12-27 - post christmas trauma
2002-12-26 - where we've been
2002-12-22 - Mir S'Bogum
2002-12-21 - dusk
2002-12-18 - Al tavolo, non s'invecchia mai...
2002-12-16 - the cold front
2002-12-16 - Understanding the snow
2002-12-14 - The Graduates
2002-12-12 - sleep
2002-12-11 - the girl back home
2002-12-10 - by the sea
2002-12-08 - the sophist from artemis
2002-12-07 - familiar pains
2002-12-06 - decorating corpses
2002-12-04 - The naked snow
2002-12-03 - mundane poetry
2002-12-01 - Conquering the scholars
2002-12-01 - From the vine...
2002-11-25 - The Marketplace
2002-11-04 - The Seas
2002-11-02 - incubation in my cave
2002-11-02 - After being with the artists...
2002-11-01 - Legionares
2002-11-01 - a healer from Velia

 

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